There have been many occasions in my life where I have blamed a general lack of alertness (alertitude?) on jetlag; this time it’s frealz. Ha. I might be the only liblogger to say ‘frealz’ . Love it. Hopefully this will remind me to, later, share some thoughts on diction, nomenclature, and librarians.

If I can say one thing about my first year as a faculty librarian it’s that my assumptions and perceptions are constantly changing. I wrote recently about my instruction load for fall term and how pleased I was about the stats. Then I went away to a conference, and came back to find I have more classes scheduled in the next few months weeks than I did all of last term… how’s that for a little perspective?

To be sure, I’m feeling less freaked about classes now than I was in the first quarter. I also have the advantage of a partial instruction portfolio to work from. It was nice to realize I had to throw together a class right before I left for Midwinter and not stress the issue because I already spent ages prepping that course last quarter. Lather, rinse, repeat…

A real update on Midwinter and Emerging Leaders will follow at some point when I’m not at work. Also, my boss wants to meet with me today…eep!

Also, I miss working with Kevin. It’s weird not to see him every week. That’s neither here nor there, just puttin the word out.

Sometimes you just need to begin a post with ‘argh’. It’s true. Why am I so bad at leaving work on time? I swear I had a better reason than I usually do–I was helping a student this time, but still. I am terrible at leaving work on time.

At my previous campus it was not such a big deal because we were a micro-sized staff and we spent a lot of time flexing around our individual inabilities to go the freak home. {A total aside, but can someone tell me what it’s called when you take a profane word and turn it into a wimpy word? I know there’s a specific term for it, forgotten many years ago. } Anyway, yes, it actually doesn’t matter what campus I am at and what flexing is possible. The point is that I need to have more distinct boxes around my time. End of story.

Speaking of time, I am having other issues as well. It’s just about 10pm and I haven’t packed for Philly yet. This is something of a problem since we leave after work tomorrow. You might be wondering why I’m leaving so early when this thing doesn’t get off the ground till Friday. Let’s just say Delta is extremely in the ? zone. That’s right, NO LOVE, Delta! So yes, we’ll be flying overnight and stopping at too many airports along the way. We don’t even get to Philly until Thursday sometime.

Friday I have an all day leadership thingy. {Thingy is a technical term, at least that’s what I keep trying to convince my students. Is it working? I dunno, I haven’t done any assessment. Heh.} Then my Midwinter calendar starts to look wicked scary; why do people insist on scheduling important meetings at the same time? I have to see umpteen committee members and attend many, many meetings–but the sick thing about me is that sometimes I really enjoy those activities. I don’t enjoy running or scrambling from one place to the next. Srsly.

I suppose I can’t procrastinate any longer or I won’t have clothes to wear in Philly. Not exactly the kind of impression I want to make as a so-called Emerging Leader, eh? This time I resolve to bring home less free crap. I sent 17 pounds of free books home from Annual last year. Have I read any of them? Pfft…